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Month: June 2017

I am pissed off.

Not even sure if more at me or at people I am talking to in my head that reminds me of the past version of me. People who fucking find an excuse why they can’t do the shit they want to do, people who find a problem for every solution, people who indulge in mothafucking conspiracy theories, because they aren’t willing to take responsibility for their own bullshit. People in mothafucking 21st century, people living in Europe, people living in sLOVEnia, where you have just everything you need, people with an internet connection. People who have gardens or know people who have…

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I have a dirty little secret

Well, it’s not so dirty… Or is it? I don’t know. I just know I’ve been making such a big deal out of it in my head for most of my life… I was so ashamed of it that I didn’t dare to tell anyone about it. Unless I  really really trusted them. And yes, I had a lot of trust issues as well. It was such a big deal for me, that I could tell my boyfriend Jure for it only after 2 or 3 years of our relationship. And I told him other secrets of mine before this…

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Think of social media (or just any media) as food

Why? What you eat is what you are, they say. I am a vegetarian. Well, eating mostly vegan, but not 100%. I don’t buy meat, just to stay informed that people still kill animals for food. I know they do. I don’t want to eat it, that’s why I don’t eat it. And I don’t go to the shop looking at meat products to complain about them. Ahaha, it makes me laugh just thinking about it, I don’t want to do this to myself. I love eating green, healthy, colorful food. It makes me feel good. When I am full,…

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You don’t need to believe in god or higher power

“Coaching is a good thing, but I am too intelligent, it’s hard to believe in something when you are so smart.” Yes, the weight of the knowledge is holding you down. You see all that it’s wrong with the world. All that is wrong with you. It seems impossible to be intelligent and happy. Oh, the mind loop I know so well. And all intelligent people take pride in being intelligent. Maybe they will try to hide it, even from themselves, but it’s there. When I was younger, I knew I was intelligent. People kept telling me. I was the…

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