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Another 10 things about me

I found this post in my drafts. Decided to post it now. 10 THINGS ABOUT ME 1. I always change and always stay the same. 2. I can appear very self assured, yet I am always questioning myself. 3. I have love hate relationship with social media. 4. I am a pretty great listener, but sometimes I have to tell people to shut the fuck up already, because I have something to say too. And then I forget what I had to say, because I am surprised at myself that I actually told them to stfu. 5. Oh, yes, I…

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My dog still loves me

I bought tobacco again. My dog still loves me. I didn’t pay the rent. My dog still loves me. I am ashamed of myself. My dog still loves me. I feel bipolar. On top of the world and then at the bottom of the sea. My dog don’t care. My dog still loves me. I don’t know proper English. I still write and my dog still loves me. I have this inner fight, mitote in my head. (as I was looking for a definition of mitote for you, I found this gorgeous photography blog). My dog still loves me. I…

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I see you

You sense that there is something deeper. There is some deep connection with life flowing through you. It’s something different, something special that reveals itself only through you. Some deeper connection with the world, with Nature. Connection with all there is. Love and intelligence. Lightness. Some special quality, some special individuality collateral beauty (if you haven’t watch the movie Collateral Beauty yet, watch it, you will love it), joy, compassion, home in your heart, belonging. You are important in this game of life. You feel this truth, this deep connection with all there is. You know, that everything is alright.…

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They don’t know you. So stop giving them your power. They don’t know you. So stop trying to fit in into their idea of who you should be and how you should live. They don’t know you. So stop asking them for permission to be who you are. They don’t know you.   You are you. You know you. So how could they know better than you what you should do with your life? You know you. You are with you your whole life already. You know what you want. You know what you want to create. You know what…

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Even better than vacation is returning back home and seeing your family. Even better than vacation is seeing your dog after a week and watching him go crazy, because he is so happy to see you. Even better than vacation is seeing your neighbors and having little cute heartfelt small talk. Even better than vacation is returning to your little house and loving the smell old houses have. Even better than vacation is going to the garden in the morning and seeing that Mother Nature took awesome care of it when you were gone. Even better than vacation is drinking…

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Do you know how beautiful it is when you make somebody’s wish come true? Do you know this beautiful feeling you have while doing so? Now allow yourself to receive the fulfilment of your wishes coming true. Do you know how beautiful life (and other people) feels while making your dreams come true for you?   Love, Anita

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I am pissed off.

Not even sure if more at me or at people I am talking to in my head that reminds me of the past version of me. People who fucking find an excuse why they can’t do the shit they want to do, people who find a problem for every solution, people who indulge in mothafucking conspiracy theories, because they aren’t willing to take responsibility for their own bullshit. People in mothafucking 21st century, people living in Europe, people living in sLOVEnia, where you have just everything you need, people with an internet connection. People who have gardens or know people who have…

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I have a dirty little secret

Well, it’s not so dirty… Or is it? I don’t know. I just know I’ve been making such a big deal out of it in my head for most of my life… I was so ashamed of it that I didn’t dare to tell anyone about it. Unless I  really really trusted them. And yes, I had a lot of trust issues as well. It was such a big deal for me, that I could tell my boyfriend Jure for it only after 2 or 3 years of our relationship. And I told him other secrets of mine before this…

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Think of social media (or just any media) as food

Why? What you eat is what you are, they say. I am a vegetarian. Well, eating mostly vegan, but not 100%. I don’t buy meat, just to stay informed that people still kill animals for food. I know they do. I don’t want to eat it, that’s why I don’t eat it. And I don’t go to the shop looking at meat products to complain about them. Ahaha, it makes me laugh just thinking about it, I don’t want to do this to myself. I love eating green, healthy, colorful food. It makes me feel good. When I am full,…

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You don’t need to believe in god or higher power

“Coaching is a good thing, but I am too intelligent, it’s hard to believe in something when you are so smart.” Yes, the weight of the knowledge is holding you down. You see all that it’s wrong with the world. All that is wrong with you. It seems impossible to be intelligent and happy. Oh, the mind loop I know so well. And all intelligent people take pride in being intelligent. Maybe they will try to hide it, even from themselves, but it’s there. When I was younger, I knew I was intelligent. People kept telling me. I was the…

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