I don’t have to prove anything anymore.
Because I proved it already.
To myself.
I proved it to myself that I can choose me.
I proved it to myself, that I can stand being ridiculed, laughed at,
told that I am wrong,
that I am never gonna make it,
told that I don’t do enough,
told that I cannot have it my way.
I heard it all.
In my face, behind my back, in my head.
And I proved it to myself.
That I can let it in.
That I can let it hurt.
And even enjoy it.
Not because I am masochist.
But because I am human. Or having human experience. Both.
And I proved it to myself.
That I can shine.
That I can trust.
That I can love.
I chose me. And I stand in my power. Because this is my power.
I proved it to myself.
That I don’t do it because of money, because of fame, because of respect, because of love I craved from them.
I proved it to myself that I am doing it because of me.
And I can now enjoy money.
I can enjoy fame.
I can enjoy respect.
I can enjoy being loved.
Because I know who I am.
With or without it.
Amen.
“The world is sacred.” is the meaning of words on this bag. In sLOVEnian language. My first idea of what to put on a tote bag. I needed a few years to put it out. It felt intimate. I wasn’t sure if anyone else would understand. Than I made it for me, to let it out already. It’s one of the bestsellers now. If you feel it, you can buy this 3 Ptice tote bag here.
