To sem se fotografirala včeraj, preden sem šla z dekleti na pijačo. Hah… Hmm, nekaj sem nameravala napisat, pa sem pozabila kaj… Aha, ko sem se oblačila je prišla mama v sobo in me začela kritizirat, kako sem napravljena, in mi govorila, da mi maksi krilo sploh ne paše in tako dalje. Če sem iskrena, sem ponavadi vesela, če ne vidi kaj imam oblečeno. Mogoče zato, ker sem občutljiva ali pa ker sem naveličana njenih komentarjev. Ali oboje. Vem, da zvenim kot kakšna najstnica. Ampak veste kaj je žalostno? Da so odnosi med mamami in hčerami nasploh eni izmed najbolj zjebanih. Poznam precej primerov žensk v srednjih letih in njihovih mater, ki, kadar so skupaj, delujejo in se odzivajo čisto po otročje. Enake pesmi in plesi vedno znova. Okay, nisem mislila zdaj začet tega pisat, zato bom raje prenehala, preden padem not. Bom napisala kaj več o tem, če vas zanima, ko se bom rešila teh energijo-sesajočih vezi med mano in mamo. Upam, da v nekaj tednih. Kakšne imate ve/vi kaj odnose z mamami? * * * I took these pics of myself yesterday, before I went to a drink with girls. Hah… Hmm, I meant to write something, but I forgot what.. Oh, yeah, while I was getting ready, mum came into room and started criticizing how I was dressed up and she keep telling me that maxi skirt doesn’t suit me and so on. If am I honest, I am usually glad if she doesn’t see what I wear. I’m not sure if that’s because of my sensitivity or because I’m bored of her comments. Or both. Yeah, I know, that makes me sound like a teenager. But you know what’s sad? The relationships between mothers and daugthers are ones of the most fucked up. I know plenty of middle aged women and their mothers who acts and reactes totally childish when they’re together. Same songs and dance over and over again. Okay, didn’t meant to start writing this now, so I better quit before I fall into. Will write more about this topic (if you’re interested) when I get rid of these energy-sucking attachments between me and my mother. Hopefully in few weeks. How is your relationship with your mother?
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